Kintsugi (Celebrating Beauty in Brokenness)

 

 

 

The memories of someone loved is not easy to shake,

it lingers...even postponing daily activities just for the thought,

reminiscing of events that led the fleeting soul for a moments pause,

the exchange,

the eventualities,

the innocence crushed,

finding a distraction,

the excuses,

how we grew into bitterness,

how all goodness became the hollow void,

how we took charity for the resentfulness lodged deep into lingerness,

the thought ever present,

the affliction...the chaos,

can we mend the broken pieces and find spirituality to shake a madness so ingrained ? 

Yet I was courting the process through a mutual and Divine courtship so infused few 

have insight of it's daily activities. 

 

 

Published on

1/6/26 3:45 AM (9th son)

Rafa EL God (YHWH) has healed.

Moving/host/domain

 

Thank you all reader's and all who have stayed with me, through-out the many years. The social media has been a great tool to express freely, and this has been no exception, please remain steady and focused I will soon make announcements of where to go.

 

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

06.03.26 

I'm your witness III

 

I have bear witness to the Global family...world wide,

I have bear witness to UN (United Nations) peace makers,

I have bear witness to head of States,

I have bear witness to spiritual leader's,

I have bear witness to tribal leader's,

I have bear witness to judges,

I have bear witness to military brass,

I have bear witness to circles of men/woman of conscience,

I have bear witness to professor's, Doctors, lawyers, celebrities, entrepreneurs, radio host,

My voice has echoes in social clubs,

I have bear witness to the intelligence institutions much greater then all,

I have bear witness to a clear conscience and have made available the sacred

teachings that which are not my own,

I bear witness high and low that imparting a selfless approach,

I have disown the self and undertaken a transformation with zero intentions of any gain, other then a debt of self sacrifice.

I have witness to greater events to come and in full expectations that God Almighty thunder bolts, and lightening spears shall be that illumination.

Rafa EL G Gonzalez

May 21,2026 5:40AM 

 

I'm your witness II

 

If I’m called/approved for the work's of Almighty God, then I must show up for the work's of God.

 But if I do both, the work's of God and that of nations, I’m good for nothing, but a rotten flesh.

 

If I under God’s mercy and contrite the spirit, and also uplift the spirit...I must be under some special supervision, that the power structure has not given me to complete darkness.

 

Yet there is this battle cry that only this power structure can accommodate, yet I wrestle and wish to eradicate.

 

So if my weakness is great, so is greater the power structure that supports me through all my good intentions.

 

So here is my contention, at the final call the weakness shall slip and the good for nothing power behind it, decompose in the flesh.

 

I must also say this, we are winning and most onlooker’s will never see, how an enemy is turned upside down in his countless attempts and counterfeits.

 

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.

 

Praise the Almighty God, praise him while you can !

  

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Si soy llamado / aprobado para la obra de Dios Todopoderoso, entonces debo presentarme para la obra de Dios.

 

Pero si hago ambas cosas, la obra de Dios y la de las naciones, no sirvo para nada, sino para carne podrida.

 

Si estoy bajo la misericordia de Dios y contrito el espíritu, y también elevo el espíritu...Debo estar bajo una supervisión especial, que la estructura de poder no me ha dado para completar la oscuridad.

 

Sin embargo, existe este grito de batalla que solo esta estructura de poder puede acomodar, sin embargo, lucho y deseo erradicar.

 

Entonces, si mi debilidad es grande, también lo es la estructura de poder que me apoya a través de todas mis buenas intenciones.

 

Así que aquí está mi argumento, en la llamada final la debilidad se deslizará y el poder inútil detrás de ella, se descompondrá en la carne.

 

También debo decir esto, estamos ganando y la mayoría de los espectadores nunca verán cómo un enemigo se pone patas arriba en sus innumerables intentos y falsificaciones.

 

Ha sido una carga pesada llevar a cabo los mandatos de Dios Todopoderoso Jehová (Verdad), pero no lo suficientemente pesada como para separarme de ella. Cada oportunidad en la que puedo ser un contrapeso, y contraproducente, me jacto de ser ese contendiente con un alto precio.

 

Alabado se a Dios Todopoderoso, alabalo mientras puedas

 

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

8/7/23 9:54 AM

lament of the 9th son

 

Crimson Tears here !

Jeremiah 29:11...“‘For I well know the thoughts that I am thinking toward you,’ declares Jehovah, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of calamity, to give you a future and a hope.

 

The strain your absences has placed on me,

the void I feel, the emptiness like a bottomless pit,

the wild fire that consumed your warm embrace,

the tender look and smile I could only decode,

your grace at times I so much over-looked,

a thankful giver without reserve,

a heart that never gave up it's pulses,

you stood like a tower in front of so many adversaries, 

a true champion I made you, before you even acknowledged,

you claimed your birthright and on several occasion cheated death and held still the power struggle,

your spirit, your heart, dwells in the minds of countless and memories are everlasting,

from what ever stock-pile of energies your creator released you ?

in the care keeping you nest in  sublime charm,

you kept your eye's on prize and stayed on mission, 

you have transition from a corruptible body to being in likeness of angel's...

your voice at times felt soften and pleasant like that of an angelic host, 

I will hold dearest your spoken and unspoken words in my treasure box,

in the celestial vaults in safe keeping, I shall follow or dying trying,

in eternal memory...praise and laud, sanctify, worship the Almighty God (YHWH)

and host.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

04/30/25...05/04/25

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The lesser/the precious (Global Family) Thank yoi

 

 

 

Any human being with a God driven conscience, can express and feel the pain, suffering the lesser must go through,

 

Be silent...keep silent because of the hollow, bottomless void that fills your emptiness or express yourself accordingly to that which is Divine...LOVE.

 

When one keep's the expression silent it doesn't take root, it is obvious what is held in secret it is also held hostage and in bondage. 

 

To let go of one's intentions take a lot courage, pride must be absent and this is very difficult in our days. 

 

It is true some things held in bondage are released in do time...and when thinking of time it's like we had authority over it, 

 

that is the greatest illusion. Time makes the calls and we're but microscopic in it's infinite portals.

If we were the time-keeper and some of us regard that illusion, think about how far you have come ?

 

02/06/24

 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

The Conscience (Global Conscience)

            https://soundcloud.com/ralph-g-warcloud/the-conscience

"My only friend, counselor, and second in command,
the only voice that speaks to me on a regular basis with zero bias, I never feel alone with its presence. The conscience yearns and suffers with those of conscientiousness, as for those absent  of conscience, their pain is suffering the limitations of their exploits.
The black clouds...eternal stain, the bottomless contrived, the ever present weaver of mischievousness, bridges that burn, souls that yearn, the stare that pierce the soul, the cries that molest my deep sleep, and the eternal alarm that never seems to flee."

            
If one is conscious, one is awake, alert, aware, one searches for something that fills voids. An individual seeks a treasure in the same matter, life saving knowledge is reserved for those yearning and sighing for greater revelation in their internal conflict. Yes the conscious is an internal conflict being carried out by your divine implants, our father loves his children, this self guiding exchange is ever present...why not seek it and stop the obstructions.

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,
Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,
become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly  Divine,
Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause,
shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,
herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,
Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

I'm not your enemy Oh Almighty one' just merely a benefactor of your great benevolence, I ride the wind on behalf of your directions, I breathe this substance that energizes every cell in my contemptible state of folly and ignorance.Why would you hold such blindness to your stature? Allow me to serve out your time in the space allotment! Did you not received me with jubilee when I first cracked open the sacred chamber? Why do I perceive the Spirit in retrieval?

What has happened to my dreams of delight, where sons hold their father's hand and feel a sense of security! Were you not the master craftsman whom put words of meaning in my mouth? Shall we journey together or should I perish in the hands of tomb-robbers? and body snatchers! They plot against the Most Holiest day and night, my soul feels devastation from the twisted views, let me fight on your side Oh mighty warrior! Was I not the last out of a great crowd? and did you not plan my exit well? I was my mother's birthday gift, she was in a blissful joy in labor pains...you have rewarded her well.

Are you not the one referenced in your own writings, with extended hands, making invitations and selections? Then allow me to fatten myself for a little while until the final call, in the banquet table!
Let the anointment and sacrifice take place as you so wish...but permit me to honor the Most High God and Holiest of Holiest.

Raphael G

 

Jun 28, 2015

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

The last call (Oathkeeper take me home)

 

Thank you Almighty sovereign LORD universal host, Divine and omnipresent,

Thank you for making (me) part of "the last call" 

for taking into consideration the good for anything subject riddled in contempt,

please allow (me) to invoke, praise, laud, worship, and sanctify your saintly person,

with every stroke of the ink pen I call and summons the supreme power structure,

the fruits of your spirit home in...chime in... and attributes of pure Divinity carries out a restless search,

let's stretch time' when was the last, that your abundance of undeserved kindness not besiege (me) ? 

When was the last...the search didn't reveal your heart's yearns ? I til these very moment have a love crush and this will be everlasting (Covenant)

I have become the co-worker as the expression race through my soul to write, pen down 

these vibrational drives that overcome "a draft pick" still in the earliest stages of your craftsmanship,

your much to kind...this much I know and for the good of all I deserve it not,

my sleep is light and my heart heavy...that allotted space has been very comforting and the events speaks for themselves,

I'm looking forward in filling those gaps and with your Divine guidance we shall overcome,

dream weaver, reveal and cast your intrigues and fill (me) with the hopes of my heart contempt's,

hold my hand and in the wings love...take (me) home, take (me) home.

 Please allow (me) to worship...and praise and praise.

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Published on

3/12/25 6:13 AM

 

 

My eternal Love

  

Jehovah (YHWH) my wonderful love,

my Divine father (creator) how lovely you have become,

how desirable I find your spirit (person) to be,

I would feel abandoned and left behind,

if an everlasting covenant couldn’t be forged, reached between us,

I be happiest if my spirit person be engulfed...draft in a full embrace,

an everlasting attachment is what I seek most,

I couldn’t ask anything more,

and that is a question of time,

your everlasting supreme love I keep so dear and sacred,

certainly your my profound love crush !

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 4/17/26 08:40AM

Lost Cause * (a little of me)

                                           

                                                   Lost cause

Ask yourself this question ? When was the last time I spoke to someone or something ? And when you were about to let loose with free will and free expression, you shrunk in moving forward ! Because one reasoned that if I let go, It might herniate the little gains I have already made. When in reality you had anything. Searching for the ultimate expression or the lost cause...what was the intuitive guide ? What drove you to start and then stop, short of what could have been the moment of cutting loose. If today or tomorrow or yesterday we are haunted with the pass that never was, then whom would you blame ?

Well one can always put someone or something in front to sacrifice...and there are many more then willing. They seek a cause or the lost cause but never were part of it...so the cause never mind them. Only the brave can self-express, in the barrios...in the ghetto's...behind the prison walls...in the welfare lines, soup lines, living under bridges, frozen in time...looking for the hands outs other never saw with a heart of kind. Others became victims of a higher conspiracy dying in the fields with a shovel in their hands...willing partakers or lost in the cause of that ultimate expression, that haunts...haunts and haunts.

So I come to you, again probing the air waves and frequencies trying dial and tune-in of what maybe the consensus of a premature dying audience. Distracted by the trivial formulas of life...what is the opium, what is the grass, what is the spirit ! When was the last time a war ended ! When was the last time you expressed yourself freely ? Keeping seeking what is the hardest to find...eventually someone or something has to give in, I'm on the side of the lost cause, since its hardest to reveal and cut loose.

I'm not the brave... not yet, still looking and seeking the audience...maybe I find someone or something amongst the crowd. Maybe a brother or a sister coming up or down in the struggle, that I can knock off course in their gauntlet of excuses. When the manifestation was right in front of them...staring at the eyes, but they can't see with the physical eyes or spiritual eyes...even the conscience become numb.

Do we give up ? Do I give up ? May that never be the case ! A Puerto Rican has died...a PR is born, the final report, a humanitarian, a good Samaritan, a man of good conscience and activities, alongside those whom he choose to die with him. And he never gave up trying, combing the air waves and tuning in, the frequencies, vibes of his brethren, that was the lost cause...to his dying day he was satisfied.

We all died somehow, while other's start a new beginning, after all it drives the implants, virtues, making the unaware a suitable vessel that become the wheels of this chariot ! Yes the wheels keeping turning, the engines keeps running, and the lost cause keeping right behind chasing, braves in front or rear, haunting and haunting until someone or something can rise from ashes of this manifestation.

So here I come before you again asking, what has become of the moment ! Have we seized it or it has overcome us ? Can we be braves or half braves...or just turn away from truly being free to self-express, no matter the circumstance you're the ultimate expression, so go out and find it...and bring back to where should be... where it belongs.

 *There was a time I would read and strut my experience to a large audience in "Nuyork Rican poets cafe" and other places. This poetic note has received a large followings, and pushed me through a number celebrities at one time. Thank you all for the interest and keep sharing and visiting.

 

BY : Raphael
02/08/17

Ignorance/La Ignorancia (Revised) Thank you

 

 

Insight has helped me to strengthen my columns of greater support,

Ignorance is the greatest device ever designed by Satan's subtle machinations against a compliant, gullible masses,

Ignorance is worse than a loaded weapon,

Ignorance breeds extremism, blind hatred, racism, nationalism, patriotism, feminism, machismo, rainbow pride and the most vile absences of human reasoning, headstrong stubbornness which is ruination.

Ignorance is worse than a missile, than an atomic bomb, or 'biological weapon prolonging in the air, than a dirty bomb with nefarious method and purposes,

that a virus without conscience,

that of unscrupulous science,

that of modified substance,

the poorly applied pharmacy,

worse than gene editing and manipulation (tinkering with the sacred spiral) for advancement, research of corrupt science and detriment of the specie.

that misguided obedience,

that of reinforced influence with intimidation apparatus (Blackmail) and personal gains, the overpowering of free will,

Ignorance has been one of the most hostile artifact and proponent through-out the human experience,

it is the most destructive spawn of the human being,

Ignorance defies all logic, all that is love and all offspring's and its fruits,

It is sacred to remain ignorant to the chains that heavily entangles and a snare to the master's we so masterly revere

 

La perpiscacia me ayudado reforzar mis columnas de mas soporte,

 La ignorancia es el mayor ardid jamás diseñado por Satanás mediante sutiles maquinaciones contra unas masas dóciles y crédulas.

 La ignorancia es peor que una arma de fuego,

 la ignorancia engendra extremismo, odio ciego, racismo, nacionalismo,  patriotismo, feminismo, machismo, orgullo del arco iris y las ausencias más vil del razonamiento, obstinación testaruda que es la ruina.

 La ignorancia es peor que un misil, que una bomba atomica, O' biologica prolongando en el aire,

 que una bomba sucia con methodo y propositos nefarios,

 que un viru sin conciencia,

 que la ciencia sin escrupulo,

 que la sustancia modificada,

 que la farmacia mal aplicada,

peor que la edición y manipulación (juguetiando con la espiral sagrada) de genes para el avance, estudio de la ciencia corrupta y en detrimento de la especie.  

que la obedencia mal guiada,

que la influencia reforzada con apparatos de intimidacion (chantaje) y ganancias personales, el dominio del libre albedrío,

 es el engendro mas destructivo del ser humano,

La ignorancia ha sido uno de los artefactos y defensores más hostiles de la experiencia humana,

 La ignorancia desafia toda la logica, todo lo que es amor y los frutos todovia no nacidos.  

 Es sagrado permanecer ignorante a las cadenas que fuertemente enredan y son una trampa para los maestros que tan magistralmente reverenciamos.

 02/07/23 01:06

Rafael G Gonzalez

Ring of Fire

 There is none but a burning flame

consuming like wildfire

racing through the soul 

eternity seeking my presences

life force in a slowly closing portal

and thou I wish it stayed 

my grievance...a temporary 

setback on what it has gained

oath and vows unspoken

not my choice

a ring figurative writing blinds my sight

an eye opening exchange not for the average

 January ? 2026

Rafael G

God (YHWH) has healed 

 

 

 

My happiest moments /Please read it again(Revised)

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness

your (Manic) depression

your anxiety (disorder)

your bi-polar-ism

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia

your social (disorders) psychopath

Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism) 

your alexithymia

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

 

 

In God we *--* trust

 I'm not certain what to make about all this.,

I don't know if I be alive tomorrow,

I don't know if the world at large, will go into convulsions any giving time,

I can't measure the movements of the celestial chariot, and it's Divine will, 

I'm  much aware that the divine will of Jehovah must take place and the mandates. I must follow any access of charitable kindness, and the favor already over outreach,

my focus that which is to praise and sanctify the Holiest-of-Holiest and clarify his name from any

wrong leveled against the purest truth, reveal the counterfeits and the conspiracy to bring reproach, against rightful justice, 

the most benevolent love, a father (Creator) of countless physical and spiritual beings, innocent of any guilt and partiality, unbiased, character assassinated and envy latched that I still question such acts of gross disobedience,

24 and around the clock we serve under fire, under pressure, under the same apparatus of hurtful schemes, undermining anything along it's host...

we are your witnesses. 

11/17/25 12:31 AM

God (YHWH) has healed, Rafa EL

By all Means (Stay on course) Thanks

Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,

happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,

life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),

we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned, 

to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,

in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,

in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,

it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,

with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will ! 

Yes, and by Divine and meaningful outlook I stay on course, that which summons (me) and a yearns to connect and expand in more ways meaningful then the last,

I am aware of my call just like any-other spiritual person, and under that endowment a separation is at work...so if we can "stay the course" you be helping us in achieving those means, and that is a blessed compliment.

Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....

Transformation-of-dying-thought Clic here

 

Published on

3/3/25 12:37 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Power struggle (Creation the greatest provision of Love)

 

 From the day we first open our eyes into a new world from the time capsule, insulated by means beyond the human comprehension, life is in full swing of surprises

and tripwire. We all have to make the upstream run if we are to experience life's real challenges.

As the experiences expand there are countless roads to entice what little as gained.

What little as gained to broaden the experience and in which way life is heading. There are no markers on the road to travel or guides-lines to follow. Even the well learned takes the same path, but with a different stroke. "The poor and the rich have embark on a race they will both greet at the end" that is life.

The wise makes use of the many twist and turns and engage the platform revealed before them, and the wise choice is also loaded with the unforeseen. A power at play in which the average has little insight and gainful knowledge to offset the power at play and under-minding the whole manifestation.

From the opening of the physical eyes to the closing of that awakening, what has life revealed ? What meaning can we bring forth as we carry on as subjects to an indiscriminate power struggle to which we're gullible and unaware to it's methods, way above the average. 

But many through a selection feel a call and it's life changing, it becomes part of what I term "The struggle" and through that struggle, life takes on a whole new meaning if we stay the course. I'm not going to outline that course...but please continue to read and be filled with the spiritual person we're all meant to be. 

There is a time when a simple mind out growths it's simpleness and embrace the complexities, but with a limit success,

There is a time a complex mind expand and embrace the greater complexities and access granted, to the highest power it has no limit, yet to embrace that model it doesn't fit all.

And when I say simple it doesn't mean to continue building houses out of straws, but to encompass a higher call that which those gifts are made manifest to the general simplicity. 

in the order of endowment experiences are essential (simply or complex), but the gift innate crafted as a take order that can't be dismissed. So the call is through a selection and not disregard for the call.

I hope one gets the point ! 

Please allow (me) to praise worship and honor the Holiest-of-Holiest ! 

 *special guest

Published on

9/3/25 9:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

The veil (Revised) Thank you *

 

Reader digest !

I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak, 

of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,

they lack the courage to express themselves openly,

their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,

many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,

I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause, 

at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine, 

how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening, 

or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning, 

or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,

or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range, 

for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,

they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,

under the same disguise mislead the unaware,  

how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,

you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,

your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,

how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ? 

and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,

If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere, 

yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,

it's that the reason for distress?

Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,

The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,

Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,

As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !  

 Controversial-truth Clic here!

 * Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all

 

 Published on

7/(14-18)/25 5:36 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Dark age

 

Truth'

Wednesday, January 21, 2026

Dark age

 The world at large is entering a dark age,

where rule based order is no longer a reliable 

model. A new age of turmoil and savagery

where a few men and woman operate 

above the law, replacing the old age speculation

no longer attainable. A system attacking itself... a hack

within that frame, destroying the foundations

it so labored through institutions of good will and the front

it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found

no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era

and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.

Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong. 

 

Published on

1/21/26 8:22 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

What is not clear, becomes the unseen...and countless walk 

that path of uncertainty.

 

 

Rafael G

Last Testament (Under Reserve) *

 

Where should I start ?

My call to return, how the Holiest-of-Holiest had a wrestling match to lessen my return,

after ex-amount of years, the greatest of fights were waged in the spirit realm and not physical.

While In my years of absences, I made it my own to engage the enemy at the highest level of his counterfeits.

To my own detriment I disowned myself, selfishness had no place to hide. I took on the model of welcome reign (our teacher "the greatest man who ever lived").

I embarked on a journey few have the call, I became a martyr everyday. I reason like Samson "please oh God (YHWH) take me to the columns just one more time" from the great gospels to the prophecies I was your messenger. The countless that awakened beyond my expectations.

My Lord always at the scene "I can say very openly I walked through the valley of death".

My Host Almighty and Divine made (me) his instrument a useful one. Everyday I became more embolden fear took a long ride on the opposite direction, courage embraced (me) and I felt a presences hard to place in words.

In 2019 just before the so-called pandemic my mother “Giro” developed a bacterial infection in one of her lungs, after a month of treatment I remember the internist of the hospital approach (me) Mr. Gonzalez, your mother has been on the extensive care and the most advanced antibiotics, and she shows no signs of recovery. My spirit became agitated, so the same spirit at work before (me) coming to Puerto Rico, to be with my mother, not overseeing this events unfolding...My Lord always at the scene. We went to work and in less then three days our wonderful “Giro” was walking out of the hospital. This is true just as I stand and sit writing this letter, Almighty God(YHWH) is my witness.

In the first week of January 2022...the greatest of fights I encounter or should say wrestling match,

Jehovah shook (me) and brought me back  from my long absences, “I felt like The apostle Paul” and much like the prodigal son all in one.

After my mother (Giro) bout with death I knew we had a champion in the Lord’ so I stayed with her and cared for her the best way possible. She never again developed that menacing lung bacteria and I went to work on (me) just a few years down the road Jehovah God, Draft (me) back, I can’t give full details it would take more then a few books to chart so many events.

Just before coming to Puerto Rico, from the states in 2017’ a well trained naturopath Doctor, the third in a family succession, looked at my medical profile, and I suggested a few follow-ups on my medical chart. He agreed and referred (me) to advance medical research for blood cancer. The university of Vanderbilt and the Alice Kirkland cancer institute. A few weeks later my follow-up confirm that menacing report. I turn down all medical advise and since I stayed and practiced healthy life style two years later by default. 2019 I sold and gave away just about all. I arrive in Puerto Rico and just between 2019-2020...life for (me) took on a different twist and turns.

As I cared for my mother (Giro) also aware of my preexisting condition I went to work on (me), I can’t go into full details. But the medical community was taken by surprise, “Giro” one example and I the other and the many others I have help along the way. “If I boast in any of this let it be in the Lord”.

My cancer went into remission, I don’t no when ? In the transitional period, but I do know not by chance. I have been in service to the Almighty God, and looking forward to the final call “Here I’m send (me)...send (me)….

To my readers brothers/sisters and the global family, also friends of Jehovah...how I wish to embrace you all with tender affections and altruistic love beyond compare. So through this writings I make that wish so openly.

 *please excuse some marginal errors (dates), as I read through a collection of writings. 

Your brother/Friend,

 Rafael G Gonzalez 💟💜

Light bearer's

 

 Too all those son's of light that remained faithful,

that were not enticed by trivial offers,

that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)...

unlike the defector and no place was found for him,

cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH)

you holder's and bearer's of the light,

I share with you that hope of conviction, 

that steadfastness,

that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart,

this day is a good day,

our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only

(HE) is deserving  and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite,

please allow (me) to hold hands together,

and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !

 

Published on

1/12/26 9:45 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

The temple *--*

 

Morning glory-lets-head-out-to-fields-and-turn over some stones Clic here 
 

 The temple is missing a column,

a lamp stand,

the most colorful smile, 

a certain energy that permeate

like a fixed frequency,

A vibrational Drive that bounce back and forth,

across our place of worship,

Where I summons the Holiest-of Holiest,

Jehovah where is she, let me go and look for her, 

I can't miss her fine tuning, 

where could I go and find such striking placement 

of your finest craft ?

How would we* find inspiration to write and praise ? 

her absences besiege (me), us* the essential instrument 

for harmonious melodies, which we* hold so dear.  

Rafa EL (YHWH) has healed.

Published on

11/23/25 9:11 AM

 

Eternity in love it never felt so honored (Dee *--* Beautiful)

Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk, For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8

Love is a Divine attribute, we as human beings can’t even come close in defining it...

 

embracing it... manifesting it... expressing it...

 

every effort we make of it, only causes greater commotion of how it finds 

 

traction in our lives.

 

I live for a time not to far in distance, where love resides at it’s highest peak in expression,

 

there I find my beloved nested in sublime charm.

 

Superlative like Divinity itself, of purest expression...no mortal can ever attain , 

 

but emulate in benevolence and eternity in love,

 

seeking immortality,

 

seeking the expression,

 

seeking the one I love.

 

 Special guest *--*

Published on

10/3/24 1:22 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Morning Glory dawn of *--* light sweet love

 

Morning Glory, let's head out to the fields and turn over some stones 

and find the most precious of pearls and timeless gems.

I summons the infinite, through infinity that the works are not in vain.

Your guarantee I have, and a single pause has never failed.

Through the obstacles I found radiant and abundant light, 

A gem hard to describe in essences,

Unknown to men,

Ever glowing with expressions something like a fixture, ornament from the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Light of dawn shadows (me) and in that glory I feel that warm embrace,

to the finest of gems, I reveal to you "what a heart can do"

No other can cause so such excitement in a thousand years give away, or currently exhaust my senses...she is Jehovah's love joy,

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality, I have been dreaming all to well,

I'm certain the search will seize and the prize attained, 

My devotion complete and in full embrace seeking the everlasting Vows *--* oath...show (us) the way.

Just praise him while we can....

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Jehovah's true-love-joy Clic here !

Published on

11/8/25 7:04 AM

Rise N Shine (Because your that special) Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

 

May my love be your battle field,

and my loyalty overlap eternity,

Why you feel agitated and spirit unease?

Why you seek a replacement ? 

do you not know who guides your disquieting heart impulses? 

Let me see you smile again and cause our father's person to rejoice until he becomes filled with your grace,

I have been observing your wonderful person, but there is one who can showcase

your true expression,

This morning I woke and there stood this omnipresence, this causative feeling and you were part of this drama, 

once to often it takes hold of (me) like an instrument awaiting it's performance, stage-casting to audience in amazement,

If blessing and undeserved-kindness were to be summarized, you have gone to far...I would prefer to remain in the ashes of creation,

If this be my last to a prelude, remember you have our standing ovation.

 

Que mi amor sea tu campo de batalla,

y mi lealtad se superponga a la eternidad,

¿Por qué te sientes agitada y tu espíritu excitado?

¿Por qué buscas un reemplazo?

¿No sabes quién guía los impulsos inquietantes de tu corazón?

Déjame verte sonreír de nuevo y hacer que la persona de mi padre se regocije hasta que se llene de tu gracia,

He estado observando tu maravillosa persona, pero hay alguien que puede mostrar

tu verdadera expresión,

Esta mañana me desperté y allí estaba esta omnipresencia, este sentimiento causante y tú eras parte de este drama,

una vez más se apodera de mí como un instrumento que espera su actuación, presentándose ante el público asombrado,

Si la bendición y la bondad inmerecida tuvieran que resumirse, has ido demasiado lejos... Preferiría permanecer en las cenizas de la creación,

Si este es mi último preludio, recuerda que tienes nuestra ovación de pie.

Rafael G Gonzalez
 

12/17/24 4:17 AM

YHWH Investment /you his love joy *--* my call

 

                                                  Eagle's path (Wisdom)

  By all means stay focus...your very special Clic here !

Almighty God (Jehovah) is heavily invested in the quality servant you have become, from memory long ago time is witness. In being placed into the time capsule, in sacred journey and incubation through the pipe-lines of life from conception to being conceived in the workshop (womb) you are his love joy. 

You are Jehovah's intellectual property, He has copy right, patent and invested interest in your person. He shall not be denied any access from his creative model (you).

 remain focus and eyes on prize, searching ever-forward to make him complete and deny all that which undermines that investment and his fellow worker's.

completely excommunicate the trivialities and hindrance that seem standing in the corridor of that call. The spiritual person must first go through fine tuning and alignment so that the awareness and self validation is synchronized for the task not yet revealed and access granted.

This is a moment to really appreciate the master worker and his invested interest in you and to make whole, "the potter's vessel". A time for reflections, for prayer's, for listening and bring it all together for the final gathering. Make the Almighty God (YHWH) rejoice and the fellow-worker's confidence soar like the eagle's path.

And I will say this...I'm looking forward and with great expectation as one of them who has invested interest to see that call come through...I love you very much !

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on

8/8/25 4:40 AM

Divine poetry veils you/Divine impression that this be true/my helper N guide

An impression is the effect or influence something has on a person's mind, often referring to the initial perception formed when encountering someone or something.

I have had many revealing encounters with my wonderful host (Jehovah) God bless be his name to time indefinite. many of the articles form part of this feeling holding (me) captive, hostage, and the social media, teeming (overflowing) with that sensational outgrowth that some term boasting. Yet I boast greatest to those feelings and Divine gifts. The subject is showered, praised with expression of endearment everyday...and God Almighty be my witness and sense of joy. And that is as truthful as (me) still standing here!

 

To me the purest form of language is being able to express yourself freely, When King David went after God Almighty (Jehovah) heart, what do you think that action entailed? Obviously he let go of the gifts (charity) already present, and released all back to it's rightful place. Without Jehovah help he wouldn't be able accomplish this exchange between Divinity and humanly composition.

I can't say no more ! Just exalt and praise and praise...

 

Nothing like you in absence, nothing like her presence...just an unforgettable aura.

 

Divine poetry veils you,

 

Why you cause so much commotion in my soul ?

 

From the vast deepness you draw (me) out, you guide my senses with the finest of touch,

 

I give chase to a safe-guarded world, clueless in human form seeking what is superlative and Divine,

 

what resonates in the deep echo's in the chase, and I far from burning out !

 

If time and patience makes the calls, if time infinite like space itself...who is the time-keeper ?

 

To all the fine-tuning and mysteries I bow/submit, if there is a way you have my loyalty,

 

In vows and oath...the Almighty and Divine, grant (me) access to your faithful slave girl, until she is full with love-joy.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Nada como tú en ausencia, nada como tu presencia...

 

sólo una aura inolvidable.

 

La poesía Divina te es un velo,

 

Por qué causas tanta conmoción en mi alma?

 

Desde la vasta profundidad que (me) sacas, guías mis sentidos con el tacto más fino,

 

Doy caza a un mundo protegido, despistado en forma humana que busca lo que es superlativo y Divino,

 

Lo que resuena en lo profundo tambien está en la busqueda, ¡

y yo lejos de agotarme!

 

Si el tiempo y la paciencia hacen las llamadas,

 

si el tiempo es infinito como el espacio mismo... ¿quién es el marcador del tiempo?

 

A todos los afinamientos y misterios que me inclino/sumeto, si de seguro tienes mi lealtad,

 

En votos y juramento... el Todopoderoso y Divino, concédeme acceso a tu fiel esclava, hasta que esta se llene de amor y alegría.

* Special guest

 

Published on

10/3/24 1:07 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez