Last Testament (Under Reserve) *

 

Where should I start ?

My call to return, how the Holiest-of-Holiest had a wrestling match to lessen my return,

after ex-amount of years, the greatest of fights were waged in the spirit realm and not physical.

While In my years of absences, I made it my own to engage the enemy at the highest level of his counterfeits.

To my own detriment I disowned myself, selfishness had no place to hide. I took on the model of welcome reign (our teacher "the greatest man who ever lived").

I embarked on a journey few have the call, I became a martyr everyday. I reason like Samson "please oh God (YHWH) take me to the columns just one more time" from the great gospels to the prophecies I was your messenger. The countless that awakened beyond my expectations.

My Lord always at the scene "I can say very openly I walked through the valley of death".

My Host Almighty and Divine made (me) his instrument a useful one. Everyday I became more embolden fear took a long ride on the opposite direction, courage embraced (me) and I felt a presences hard to place in words.

In 2019 just before the so-called pandemic my mother “Giro” developed a bacterial infection in one of her lungs, after a month of treatment I remember the internist of the hospital approach (me) Mr. Gonzalez, your mother has been on the extensive care and the most advanced antibiotics, and she shows no signs of recovery. My spirit became agitated, so the same spirit at work before (me) coming to Puerto Rico, to be with my mother, not overseeing this events unfolding...My Lord always at the scene. We went to work and in less then three days our wonderful “Giro” was walking out of the hospital. This is true just as I stand and sit writing this letter, Almighty God(YHWH) is my witness.

In the first week of January 2022...the greatest of fights I encounter or should say wrestling match,

Jehovah shook (me) and brought me back  from my long absences, “I felt like The apostle Paul” and much like the prodigal son all in one.

After my mother (Giro) bout with death I knew we had a champion in the Lord’ so I stayed with her and cared for her the best way possible. She never again developed that menacing lung bacteria and I went to work on (me) just a few years down the road Jehovah God, Draft (me) back, I can’t give full details it would take more then a few books to chart so many events.

Just before coming to Puerto Rico, from the states in 2017’ a well trained naturopath Doctor, the third in a family succession, looked at my medical profile, and I suggested a few follow-ups on my medical chart. He agreed and referred (me) to advance medical research for blood cancer. The university of Vanderbilt and the Alice Kirkland cancer institute. A few weeks later my follow-up confirm that menacing report. I turn down all medical advise and since I stayed and practiced healthy life style two years later by default. 2019 I sold and gave away just about all. I arrive in Puerto Rico and just between 2019-2020...life for (me) took on a different twist and turns.

As I cared for my mother (Giro) also aware of my preexisting condition I went to work on (me), I can’t go into full details. But the medical community was taken by surprise, “Giro” one example and I the other and the many others I have help along the way. “If I boast in any of this let it be in the Lord”.

My cancer went into remission, I don’t no when ? In the transitional period, but I do know not by chance. I have been in service to the Almighty God, and looking forward to the final call “Here I’m send (me)...send (me)….

To my readers brothers/sisters and the global family, also friends of Jehovah...how I wish to embrace you all with tender affections and altruistic love beyond compare. So through this writings I make that wish so openly.

 *please excuse some marginal errors (dates), as I read through a collection of writings. 

Your brother/Friend,

 Rafael G Gonzalez 💟💜