If we were the time-keeper and some of us regard that illusion, think about how far you have come ?
Egret flower
To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.
Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment
Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find
ourselves...weightless,
What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,
with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,
I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,
my return peaceful which my heart contends,
in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,
in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,
I seek the comfort of your loneliness
your (Manic) depression
your anxiety (disorder)
your bi-polar-ism
your autism (functional or dysfunctional)
your schizophrenia
your social (disorders) psychopath
Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism)
your alexithymia
any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed,
the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,
all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" !
Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit
and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,
my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.
Praise him while you can...just praise him !
Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)
02/24/25
From the day we first open our eyes into a new world from the time capsule, insulated by means beyond the human comprehension, life is in full swing of surprises
and tripwire. We all have to make the upstream run if we are to experience life's real challenges.
As the experiences expand there are countless roads to entice what little as gained.
What little as gained to broaden the experience and in which way life is heading. There are no markers on the road to travel or guides-lines to follow. Even the well learned takes the same path, but with a different stroke. "The poor and the rich have embark on a race they will both greet at the end" that is life.
The wise makes use of the many twist and turns and engage the platform revealed before them, and the wise choice is also loaded with the unforeseen. A power at play in which the average has little insight and gainful knowledge to offset the power at play and under-minding the whole manifestation.
From the opening of the physical eyes to the closing of that awakening, what has life revealed ? What meaning can we bring forth as we carry on as subjects to an indiscriminate power struggle to which we're gullible and unaware to it's methods, way above the average.
But many through a selection feel a call and it's life changing, it becomes part of what I term "The struggle" and through that struggle, life takes on a whole new meaning if we stay the course. I'm not going to outline that course...but please continue to read and be filled with the spiritual person we're all meant to be.
There is a time when a simple mind out growths it's simpleness and embrace the complexities, but with a limit success,
There is a time a complex mind expand and embrace the greater complexities and access granted, to the highest power it has no limit, yet to embrace that model it doesn't fit all.
And when I say simple it doesn't mean to continue building houses out of straws, but to encompass a higher call that which those gifts are made manifest to the general simplicity.
in the order of endowment experiences are essential (simply or complex), but the gift innate crafted as a take order that can't be dismissed. So the call is through a selection and not disregard for the call.
I hope one gets the point !
Please allow (me) to praise worship and honor the Holiest-of-Holiest !
*special guest
Rafael G Gonzalez
one day you may find the courage to level up
to find within reach all things written
the few who dared against all odds
who poured the finest of treasures
the finest of gems
who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm
the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced
the one who became a subject of endless debates
the one whom you planted doubts
the one confidence you striped away
for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself
it is something we* had to do
the unbridled exclamations I had to endured
my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...
the unlearned
and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed
there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect
the lifeline of self consuming events
you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace
and even the things you do embrace are far fetched
your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host
so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best
a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration
yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause
yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory
I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing
the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access
for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.
I can't say no more !
* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all.
Rafael G Gonzalez
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