My happiest moments /Please read it again(Revised)

 

Just like the cosmos hang in space, in a weightless environment

Almighty God (YHWH) bears my ups/downs in the same symbiotic state we all find 

ourselves...weightless,

What the Almighty and Divine, sovereign Lord of the universe seeks in form of submission is a pure heart,

with that said, something dies in (me) everyday something created internally and externally it consumes and withers the finest of (me), exhausting my reserves and I fading seeking the cause,

I wish my call came swift like the thrashing wind,

my return peaceful which my heart contends,

in the rain drops of tears, my soul soak's the journey/experience playing out an endless commotion,

in the high's and low's of distortional views, those feelings that race, shall consume just as well,

I seek the comfort of your loneliness

your (Manic) depression

your anxiety (disorder)

your bi-polar-ism

your autism (functional or dysfunctional)

your schizophrenia

your social (disorders) psychopath

Dark triad personality (closely associated with Autism) 

your alexithymia

any and all imbalance that strip away your true person, the sacred person...that which in labor pains were formed, 

the anomalies attached interfering with Divine gifts, spiritual cadence, expressive frequencies, bridges, channels, a network hacked,

all man-made conditions and in that comfort of your host, send them packing to the abyss never to return..."your not needed here anymore" ! 

Embracing sanity and returning to full expression, releasing the fruits of the spirit

and acquiring the attributes of Holiest and Divine,

my happiest moments were not so difficult after all.

Praise him while you can...just praise him !

Please allow (me) to worship you (YHWH)


02/24/25

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

 

 

Power struggle (Creation the greatest provision of Love)

 

 From the day we first open our eyes into a new world from the time capsule, insulated by means beyond the human comprehension, life is in full swing of surprises

and tripwire. We all have to make the upstream run if we are to experience life's real challenges.

As the experiences expand there are countless roads to entice what little as gained.

What little as gained to broaden the experience and in which way life is heading. There are no markers on the road to travel or guides-lines to follow. Even the well learned takes the same path, but with a different stroke. "The poor and the rich have embark on a race they will both greet at the end" that is life.

The wise makes use of the many twist and turns and engage the platform revealed before them, and the wise choice is also loaded with the unforeseen. A power at play in which the average has little insight and gainful knowledge to offset the power at play and under-minding the whole manifestation.

From the opening of the physical eyes to the closing of that awakening, what has life revealed ? What meaning can we bring forth as we carry on as subjects to an indiscriminate power struggle to which we're gullible and unaware to it's methods, way above the average. 

But many through a selection feel a call and it's life changing, it becomes part of what I term "The struggle" and through that struggle, life takes on a whole new meaning if we stay the course. I'm not going to outline that course...but please continue to read and be filled with the spiritual person we're all meant to be. 

There is a time when a simple mind out growths it's simpleness and embrace the complexities, but with a limit success,

There is a time a complex mind expand and embrace the greater complexities and access granted, to the highest power it has no limit, yet to embrace that model it doesn't fit all.

And when I say simple it doesn't mean to continue building houses out of straws, but to encompass a higher call that which those gifts are made manifest to the general simplicity. 

in the order of endowment experiences are essential (simply or complex), but the gift innate crafted as a take order that can't be dismissed. So the call is through a selection and not disregard for the call.

I hope one gets the point ! 

Please allow (me) to praise worship and honor the Holiest-of-Holiest ! 

 *special guest

Published on

9/3/25 9:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Flower of Holy Spirit (Revised)

 

Egret flower

To the devastation's of war and famine that follows right behind like the four rider's of apocalyptic scene's no human can embrace in a right mind set. There will always be a more serene vision for the oppressed and less fortunate. They shall rise with wings of phoenix and from the ashes deconstruct the instruments of hatred, and be the most blessed for their steadfastness in hope of exchange.

I feel completely at ease and I'm not just jiving that through-out life's challenges, ordeals I wouldn't have enjoyed the way it has transformed and created the other half which I been longing for. I can truly express fully the whole person molded and placed in reserves for the greater awakening.

How do I see (me) a man to be held in contempt or a man for the greater works ?

Almighty God (YHWH) is my witness...and so here I'm

Consciousness awake and rise from the deep slumber, express that which has been asleep for the final trial and judgement,

Instruct the idleness and stagnant energies to transform that able body,

become a friction to all resistance, opposition to what is truly Divine,

Create a corridor like a dividing wall and channel all that which is fruitful and just cause, shrink not to the adversary, his power is dimming even in it's total darkness,

herald in awareness so many can nourish the spark of hope,

Summons all that is Holy and Divine, praise and laud "The Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah, and prove the arch enemy has failed.

All things kept secret find no use for those searching the light, as for the expression it becomes ostracized and a villain for making available secrets to posterity and observing righteous growth ! All things kept in obscurity is repugnant, and all things that arts darkness is a miscarriage of Divine Justice.

It's been a heavy burden carrying-out the mandates of God Almighty Jehovah (Truth), but not heavy enough to separate me from it. Every opportunity in which I can be a counter weight, and counter-productive, I boast as being that contender with a heavy price.
If I boast it's certainly not the same way others may see it fit, and if my boasting creates some kind of friction, I boast even greater, because through the operations of the Holiest-of-Holiest my person is being manifest in weakness and tribulations for the betterment of those who feel left behind...and certainly its not my cause.

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

Express the self in purity,

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love,

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

 

04/15-30/24

 

 

Thank you all for the support and allowing our blog to grow, expand and reach it's audience. Facebook and google have been instrumental, along the many other media outlets. April has been a good month, so I express it in all gratitude. The nations of the World, the global family, and friends who have stay the course through some very rough times. You have gone beyond my expectations, and that's why I'm still here and will remain a while. I shall continue publishing articles poetic notes and journeys, and what ever internally seeks in the outside.

Much love,

You have my blessings,
 

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Against all odds

 

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

Sacred expression (Thanks) keep searching

Release from bondage all that is kept secret,

 

all that which is hostile and holds the expression hostage,

 

Express the self in purity,

 

express the self in the simpleness of mind to what is love, 

 

fill the self with the fruits of the Holiest-of-Holiest,

 

Allow the attributes of saintly and Divine to take hold of what is rightfully his own,

 

express the self to the point the spoiler and usurper can’t find traction and cause it to slip,

 

what ever it takes to find within the self to uphold the moral conscience...stay the course,

 

water that sits stale and stagnant remain flat and finds no traction,

 

water that is constantly moving, flowing fills gaps and these new orders replace the old habits,

 

as the wheel in the sky turns (Celestial Chariot) doing away with the antiquated traditions, versions and cause to cease and desist that which is hindrance in the corridor of space,

 

this continuity of flowing living water is not all that new...but a reminder of what is law and transitioning from it,

 

remain a friction to the apparatus of deceitful schemes,

 

make it your own to walk in the person of the faithful slave,

 

Disown the self to renew and replenish all which is old and make use the excellence of works,

 

call out the ancient (YHWH) of time and make it your stronghold, in needful places it never fails,

 

your call is not in vain but the actions maybe serving different causes,

 

remain grounded and seek not the temporary and trivial matters of life that herniates the true self and expression.

04/15/24

Rafael G Gonzalez