By all Means (Stay on course) Thanks

Everything is meaningless when I hold the greatest of means,

happiness and self fulfillment aren't achieved in the abundance of the eye's view,

life takes on a different trajectory when abundance become enough and by all means the whole person is manifest like light and shades in a complete day cycle (subtle),

we hardly take into account the transition but very visible to the well learned, 

to be gainfully intuitive the adaptation is meaningless if we didn't have a guide,

in our ups/downs and fault-lines the enrichment and vastness made riddles of what is considered valuable and what is low grade,

in the Lord and Almighty God I found every purpose to which that guide labored and is at work to this day to bring forth a suitable vessel to frame in his grandiose glory,

it would be oblivious to (me) to take up means (trivialities), when I have all the resources,

with that said in Almighty God (YHWH) I trust...in debt and meaningful needs, carry-out your Divine will ! 

Yes, and by Divine and meaningful outlook I stay on course, that which summons (me) and a yearns to connect and expand in more ways meaningful then the last,

I am aware of my call just like any-other spiritual person, and under that endowment a separation is at work...so if we can "stay the course" you be helping us in achieving those means, and that is a blessed compliment.

Please allow (me) to praise,worship you (YHWH) while I can....

Transformation-of-dying-thought Clic here

 

Published on

3/3/25 12:37 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Power struggle (Creation the greatest provision of Love)

 

 From the day we first open our eyes into a new world from the time capsule, insulated by means beyond the human comprehension, life is in full swing of surprises

and tripwire. We all have to make the upstream run if we are to experience life's real challenges.

As the experiences expand there are countless roads to entice what little as gained.

What little as gained to broaden the experience and in which way life is heading. There are no markers on the road to travel or guides-lines to follow. Even the well learned takes the same path, but with a different stroke. "The poor and the rich have embark on a race they will both greet at the end" that is life.

The wise makes use of the many twist and turns and engage the platform revealed before them, and the wise choice is also loaded with the unforeseen. A power at play in which the average has little insight and gainful knowledge to offset the power at play and under-minding the whole manifestation.

From the opening of the physical eyes to the closing of that awakening, what has life revealed ? What meaning can we bring forth as we carry on as subjects to an indiscriminate power struggle to which we're gullible and unaware to it's methods, way above the average. 

But many through a selection feel a call and it's life changing, it becomes part of what I term "The struggle" and through that struggle, life takes on a whole new meaning if we stay the course. I'm not going to outline that course...but please continue to read and be filled with the spiritual person we're all meant to be. 

There is a time when a simple mind out growths it's simpleness and embrace the complexities, but with a limit success,

There is a time a complex mind expand and embrace the greater complexities and access granted, to the highest power it has no limit, yet to embrace that model it doesn't fit all.

And when I say simple it doesn't mean to continue building houses out of straws, but to encompass a higher call that which those gifts are made manifest to the general simplicity. 

in the order of endowment experiences are essential (simply or complex), but the gift innate crafted as a take order that can't be dismissed. So the call is through a selection and not disregard for the call.

I hope one gets the point ! 

Please allow (me) to praise worship and honor the Holiest-of-Holiest ! 

 *special guest

Published on

9/3/25 9:48 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

The veil (Revised) Thank you *

 

Reader digest !

I find it repugnant and resent those who operate under the cloak, 

of secrecy and are deceitful in ways more then one,

they lack the courage to express themselves openly,

their school of thought is abnormal and riddle in flaws,

many suckers have taken the bait and practice makes perfect,

I give the honest truth and always will no matter the cause, 

at disposal many are the devious ways to confess the pure doctrine, 

how long can you go into hiding and not be struck by a bolt of lightening, 

or could it be a broad disorder of reasoning, 

or the misalignment of a polarized complex out of reach,

or the overload of fluctuations with under managed range, 

for what ever reason of twist and turns engage those engines,

they keep hostage the expression and hold in bondage the sacredness of the heart, the stifling of conscience,

under the same disguise mislead the unaware,  

how selfish to burn so many bridges and remain normal among the masses,

you are of very little use to me, and certainly a pleading host,

your shameful acts have a cross road and the exchange will be equal,

how can you over-step something greater and not expect a return ? 

and I apologize not for anything that is truthful and worthy for the cause,

If I can express it, find it within yourself to drop those shackles and vacate the prison wall that which you so admiringly revere, 

yes, I'm controversial but no more controversial then the things kept in the back burner, that I so cleverly bring to the light,

it's that the reason for distress?

Even the smallest speck of light can be seen in total darkness, that is the power which contends with vileness and obscurity,

The true son's of light are like lightning spears and when it strikes it exposes the largest to the smallest fabrications, counterfeits, and are stable reminders that nothing is hidden in the corridor of time,

Making use of what ever apparatus of deceitful schemes come into view and the repugnance that follow such deviation, it's secrets and the many layers of cover-ups are all headed to a total collapse,

As for those in the comfort zone and have made darkness a hiding place for practice, how is it that light can shine for you ? The sun shines for all and night befall us all, yet the luminaries are always present ! whether night or day, how watchful and insightful is the light !  

 Controversial-truth Clic here!

 * Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all

 

 Published on

7/(14-18)/25 5:36 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Dark age

 

Truth'

Wednesday, January 21, 2026

Dark age

 The world at large is entering a dark age,

where rule based order is no longer a reliable 

model. A new age of turmoil and savagery

where a few men and woman operate 

above the law, replacing the old age speculation

no longer attainable. A system attacking itself... a hack

within that frame, destroying the foundations

it so labored through institutions of good will and the front

it veiled. Within their hearts they reasoned and conscience found

no place for speculations, What is not speculative is a new era

and spawn that will completely envelop, what is unattainable.

Those are the woes and laments of a experiment gone wrong. 

 

Published on

1/21/26 8:22 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

What is not clear, becomes the unseen...and countless walk 

that path of uncertainty.

 

 

Rafael G

Last Testament (Under Reserve) *

 

Where should I start ?

My call to return, how the Holiest-of-Holiest had a wrestling match to lessen my return,

after ex-amount of years, the greatest of fights were waged in the spirit realm and not physical.

While In my years of absences, I made it my own to engage the enemy at the highest level of his counterfeits.

To my own detriment I disowned myself, selfishness had no place to hide. I took on the model of welcome reign (our teacher "the greatest man who ever lived").

I embarked on a journey few have the call, I became a martyr everyday. I reason like Samson "please oh God (YHWH) take me to the columns just one more time" from the great gospels to the prophecies I was your messenger. The countless that awakened beyond my expectations.

My Lord always at the scene "I can say very openly I walked through the valley of death".

My Host Almighty and Divine made (me) his instrument a useful one. Everyday I became more embolden fear took a long ride on the opposite direction, courage embraced (me) and I felt a presences hard to place in words.

In 2019 just before the so-called pandemic my mother “Giro” developed a bacterial infection in one of her lungs, after a month of treatment I remember the internist of the hospital approach (me) Mr. Gonzalez, your mother has been on the extensive care and the most advanced antibiotics, and she shows no signs of recovery. My spirit became agitated, so the same spirit at work before (me) coming to Puerto Rico, to be with my mother, not overseeing this events unfolding...My Lord always at the scene. We went to work and in less then three days our wonderful “Giro” was walking out of the hospital. This is true just as I stand and sit writing this letter, Almighty God(YHWH) is my witness.

In the first week of January 2022...the greatest of fights I encounter or should say wrestling match,

Jehovah shook (me) and brought me back  from my long absences, “I felt like The apostle Paul” and much like the prodigal son all in one.

After my mother (Giro) bout with death I knew we had a champion in the Lord’ so I stayed with her and cared for her the best way possible. She never again developed that menacing lung bacteria and I went to work on (me) just a few years down the road Jehovah God, Draft (me) back, I can’t give full details it would take more then a few books to chart so many events.

Just before coming to Puerto Rico, from the states in 2017’ a well trained naturopath Doctor, the third in a family succession, looked at my medical profile, and I suggested a few follow-ups on my medical chart. He agreed and referred (me) to advance medical research for blood cancer. The university of Vanderbilt and the Alice Kirkland cancer institute. A few weeks later my follow-up confirm that menacing report. I turn down all medical advise and since I stayed and practiced healthy life style two years later by default. 2019 I sold and gave away just about all. I arrive in Puerto Rico and just between 2019-2020...life for (me) took on a different twist and turns.

As I cared for my mother (Giro) also aware of my preexisting condition I went to work on (me), I can’t go into full details. But the medical community was taken by surprise, “Giro” one example and I the other and the many others I have help along the way. “If I boast in any of this let it be in the Lord”.

My cancer went into remission, I don’t no when ? In the transitional period, but I do know not by chance. I have been in service to the Almighty God, and looking forward to the final call “Here I’m send (me)...send (me)….

To my readers brothers/sisters and the global family, also friends of Jehovah...how I wish to embrace you all with tender affections and altruistic love beyond compare. So through this writings I make that wish so openly.

 *please excuse some marginal errors (dates), as I read through a collection of writings. 

Your brother/Friend,

 Rafael G Gonzalez 💟💜

Light bearer's

 

 Too all those son's of light that remained faithful,

that were not enticed by trivial offers,

that held truth through the light (truth bearer's)...

unlike the defector and no place was found for him,

cast-out among the star's of Almighty God (YHWH)

you holder's and bearer's of the light,

I share with you that hope of conviction, 

that steadfastness,

that unwavering love for a Divine being that has crushed my heart,

this day is a good day,

our celestial host, Almighty and Divine feels a love and loyalty only

(HE) is deserving  and worthy to be elated, praised, sanctified, laud to time infinite,

please allow (me) to hold hands together,

and sing a new song for the one and only....Jehovah ! Yahweh ! Jah ! YHWH !

 

Published on

1/12/26 9:45 PM

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

Bridges (let's cross it holding hands) *--*

 

 I'm hopeful  and under good will, that Jehovah Almighty God (YHWH), blessed be his Divine name to time and time infinite. That some day the Divine arrangement  between, men/woman are able exchange thoughts and feeling telepathically and we can bridge gaps, that creates a divide we can't seem to compensate. No more smoke signals or hiding behind a veil of secret. He knows better how to work that formula !

 

 

Since very young years, I have embraced an alien concept, where men/woman...woman/men shared the same language. A language of peace, love and harmony...a pure language, where bridges and its many channels below are crossed effortlessly, charts and compass...the pure language.

A transmission medium highly synchronized, its frequencies fine-tuned to capture vibrational pauses and serene silence. If there is such a thing I shall find it !

Love is not bound by special interest, its infinite in its quest to bridge an innate feeling...of compassion, mercy, kindness, long suffering, a spirit of giving and not receiving. 

 

It may be blind but, not lost...lost but finds the way. It is committed to the object it holds so dear, if a sacrifice is needed, it offers the last expression of endearment as an act, superlative to all submissions to an undefined riddle few will ever go beyond. 

 

Love is a redeemer, an ancient light who has pour it's shadow bestowing humanity with great signs of the same. The truly brave are a strong link to the fallen, yet love covers all.

It is a shaky bridge...but love covers all, love and faith are steadfast, unmovable. One can work the same formula through the spirit; there one can access what is superlative.

 Raphael G

 Sat May 13, 2017

The temple *--*

 

Morning glory-lets-head-out-to-fields-and-turn over some stones Clic here 
 

 The temple is missing a column,

a lamp stand,

the most colorful smile, 

a certain energy that permeate

like a fixed frequency,

A vibrational Drive that bounce back and forth,

across our place of worship,

Where I summons the Holiest-of Holiest,

Jehovah where is she, let me go and look for her, 

I can't miss her fine tuning, 

where could I go and find such striking placement 

of your finest craft ?

How would we* find inspiration to write and praise ? 

her absences besiege (me), us* the essential instrument 

for harmonious melodies, which we* hold so dear.  

Rafa EL (YHWH) has healed.

Published on

11/23/25 9:11 AM

 

Eternity in love it never felt so honored (Dee *--* Beautiful)

Let me hear your loyal love in the morning,For I trust in you. Make known to me the way I should walk, For to you I turn.. Psalms 143:8

Love is a Divine attribute, we as human beings can’t even come close in defining it...

 

embracing it... manifesting it... expressing it...

 

every effort we make of it, only causes greater commotion of how it finds 

 

traction in our lives.

 

I live for a time not to far in distance, where love resides at it’s highest peak in expression,

 

there I find my beloved nested in sublime charm.

 

Superlative like Divinity itself, of purest expression...no mortal can ever attain , 

 

but emulate in benevolence and eternity in love,

 

seeking immortality,

 

seeking the expression,

 

seeking the one I love.

 

 Special guest *--*

Published on

10/3/24 1:22 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

Morning Glory dawn of *--* light sweet love

 

Morning Glory, let's head out to the fields and turn over some stones 

and find the most precious of pearls and timeless gems.

I summons the infinite, through infinity that the works are not in vain.

Your guarantee I have, and a single pause has never failed.

Through the obstacles I found radiant and abundant light, 

A gem hard to describe in essences,

Unknown to men,

Ever glowing with expressions something like a fixture, ornament from the Holiest-of-Holiest,

Light of dawn shadows (me) and in that glory I feel that warm embrace,

to the finest of gems, I reveal to you "what a heart can do"

No other can cause so such excitement in a thousand years give away, or currently exhaust my senses...she is Jehovah's love joy,

If dreaming is the counterfeit of reality, I have been dreaming all to well,

I'm certain the search will seize and the prize attained, 

My devotion complete and in full embrace seeking the everlasting Vows *--* oath...show (us) the way.

Just praise him while we can....

Rafael G Gonzalez 

Jehovah's true-love-joy Clic here !

Published on

11/8/25 7:04 AM

Rise N Shine (Because your that special) Daniel 9:23 you are very precious

 

May my love be your battle field,

and my loyalty overlap eternity,

Why you feel agitated and spirit unease?

Why you seek a replacement ? 

do you not know who guides your disquieting heart impulses? 

Let me see you smile again and cause our father's person to rejoice until he becomes filled with your grace,

I have been observing your wonderful person, but there is one who can showcase

your true expression,

This morning I woke and there stood this omnipresence, this causative feeling and you were part of this drama, 

once to often it takes hold of (me) like an instrument awaiting it's performance, stage-casting to audience in amazement,

If blessing and undeserved-kindness were to be summarized, you have gone to far...I would prefer to remain in the ashes of creation,

If this be my last to a prelude, remember you have our standing ovation.

 

Que mi amor sea tu campo de batalla,

y mi lealtad se superponga a la eternidad,

¿Por qué te sientes agitada y tu espíritu excitado?

¿Por qué buscas un reemplazo?

¿No sabes quién guía los impulsos inquietantes de tu corazón?

Déjame verte sonreír de nuevo y hacer que la persona de mi padre se regocije hasta que se llene de tu gracia,

He estado observando tu maravillosa persona, pero hay alguien que puede mostrar

tu verdadera expresión,

Esta mañana me desperté y allí estaba esta omnipresencia, este sentimiento causante y tú eras parte de este drama,

una vez más se apodera de mí como un instrumento que espera su actuación, presentándose ante el público asombrado,

Si la bendición y la bondad inmerecida tuvieran que resumirse, has ido demasiado lejos... Preferiría permanecer en las cenizas de la creación,

Si este es mi último preludio, recuerda que tienes nuestra ovación de pie.

Rafael G Gonzalez
 

12/17/24 4:17 AM

YHWH Investment /you his love joy *--* my call

 

                                                  Eagle's path (Wisdom)

  By all means stay focus...your very special Clic here !

Almighty God (Jehovah) is heavily invested in the quality servant you have become, from memory long ago time is witness. In being placed into the time capsule, in sacred journey and incubation through the pipe-lines of life from conception to being conceived in the workshop (womb) you are his love joy. You are Jehovah's intellectual property, He has copy right, patent and invested interest in your person. He shall not be denied any access from his creative model (you).

 remain focus and eyes on prize, searching ever-forward to make him complete and deny all that which undermines that investment and his fellow worker's.

completely excommunicate the trivialities and hindrance that seem standing in the corridor of that call. The spiritual person must first go through fine tuning and alignment so that the awareness and self validation is synchronized for the task not yet revealed and access granted.

This is a moment to really appreciate the master worker and his invested interest in you and to make whole, "the potter's vessel". A time for reflections, for prayer's, for listening and bring it all together for the final gathering. Make the Almighty God (YHWH) rejoice and the fellow-worker's confidence soar like the eagle's path.

And I will say this...I'm looking forward and with great expectation as one of them who has invested interest to see that call come through...I love you very much !

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

Published on

8/8/25 4:40 AM

Divine poetry veils you/Divine impression that this be true/my helper N guide

An impression is the effect or influence something has on a person's mind, often referring to the initial perception formed when encountering someone or something.

I have had many revealing encounters with my wonderful host (Jehovah) God bless be his name to time indefinite. many of the articles form part of this feeling holding (me) captive, hostage, and the social media, teeming (overflowing) with that sensational outgrowth that some term boasting. Yet I boast greatest to those feelings and Divine gifts. The subject is showered, praised with expression of endearment everyday...and God Almighty be my witness and sense of joy. And that is as truthful as (me) still standing here!

 

To me the purest form of language is being able to express yourself freely, When King David went after God Almighty (Jehovah) heart, what do you think that action entailed? Obviously he let go of the gifts (charity) already present, and released all back to it's rightful place. Without Jehovah help he wouldn't be able accomplish this exchange between Divinity and humanly composition.

I can't say no more ! Just exalt and praise and praise...

 

Nothing like you in absence, nothing like her presence...just an unforgettable aura.

 

Divine poetry veils you,

 

Why you cause so much commotion in my soul ?

 

From the vast deepness you draw (me) out, you guide my senses with the finest of touch,

 

I give chase to a safe-guarded world, clueless in human form seeking what is superlative and Divine,

 

what resonates in the deep echo's in the chase, and I far from burning out !

 

If time and patience makes the calls, if time infinite like space itself...who is the time-keeper ?

 

To all the fine-tuning and mysteries I bow/submit, if there is a way you have my loyalty,

 

In vows and oath...the Almighty and Divine, grant (me) access to your faithful slave girl, until she is full with love-joy.

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Nada como tú en ausencia, nada como tu presencia...

 

sólo una aura inolvidable.

 

La poesía Divina te es un velo,

 

Por qué causas tanta conmoción en mi alma?

 

Desde la vasta profundidad que (me) sacas, guías mis sentidos con el tacto más fino,

 

Doy caza a un mundo protegido, despistado en forma humana que busca lo que es superlativo y Divino,

 

Lo que resuena en lo profundo tambien está en la busqueda, ¡

y yo lejos de agotarme!

 

Si el tiempo y la paciencia hacen las llamadas,

 

si el tiempo es infinito como el espacio mismo... ¿quién es el marcador del tiempo?

 

A todos los afinamientos y misterios que me inclino/sumeto, si de seguro tienes mi lealtad,

 

En votos y juramento... el Todopoderoso y Divino, concédeme acceso a tu fiel esclava, hasta que esta se llene de amor y alegría.

* Special guest

 

Published on

10/3/24 1:07 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

Awake N Sound Love x10 (Searching the house of God (YHWH)

 To be awake entails soundness of mind,

to be balanced in all aspect of daily exchange require fine tuning,

in turn a person of exceptional gift's is constantly going through re-evaluation...like a renewal to remain focus and pliable,

by accurate knowledge we contend with the countless hacks undermining those vibrational pulls,

to be awake and sound, exceptional and gifted, through the operational of the Holiest-of-Holiest we remain fixed on the prize,

very little room for stumbling and if we error the power over weakness contends the Holy spirit, 

in the order of weakness and power there is never a short-slightness. and the helper is always at the scene ascertaining absolute control and undeserved kindness,

So what should I say ? "keep your eye's on the prize and stay on mission" !  

A time to shine befalls all, but not in the same order. 

 

Published on

8/20/25 4:13 PM

Rafael G Gonzalez 

 

 

 

fuerzas especiales me abrigan/special forces shelter me

Grande son tus qualidades mi ser querido,

un disturbio de emociones y un amor  como nunca sentido,

mi descanzo y mi levantar contiene un guia superlativo,

como me trastorna tu immenso poder,

a veces se me hace deficil comprender tu apego hacia mi persona,

gracia por haberme conocido de mucho tiempo asi atras,

se que me tienes en mira,

permiteme alabarte y elogiarte tu grandeza,

gracia por tu actos benevulos y para con mi querida,

 Siento una atracción física, espiritual y magnética hacia ella,

 y a veces un marco de congelada en una mirada,

 Sé que hay cosas más importantes en juego y eso me mantiene estable,

 y con expectativas convincentes,

Si Dios Todopoderoso actúa, me siento completamente bendecido. 

 se me reboza el alma y me pierdo en pensamientos una vez y mas...

mi inquietud me saquea,

y se que tengo algo especial que me rodea,

fuerzas especiales me abrigan como si fuesen mi propia piel...

a quien y que debo temer ? 

 Querida/querido no puedo pedir perdón,

Escribo pensamientos hermosos para gente hermosa, y no lo digo con desdén, porque el amor verdadero es implacable (sin excusas). 

 No busca validación, y en el poder más alto está el cordero del sacrificio...

 la pureza de amor !

  Great are your qualities, my beloved,

 a riot of emotions and a love like never before felt,

my rest and my awakening contain a superlative guide,

 how your immense power overwhelms me,

 sometimes it is difficult for me to understand your attachment towards me,

thank you for having known me so long ago,

 I know you have me in mind,

 allow me to praise you and commend your greatness,

 thank you for your kind deeds and for my dearest one,

  I feel a physical, spiritual and magnetic attraction towards her,

 and at times a freeze-frame from a stare,

 I know greater things are at work and that keeps me stable,

 and with convincing expectations, 

 if Almighty God at work I feel completely blessed, 

My soul overflows and I lose myself in thoughts once and again... 

my restlessness plagues me, 

and I know that I have something special besieging me, 

Special forces shelter me like my own skin...

Who and what should I fear?

my dear I can't ask forgiveness,

I write beautiful thoughts for beautiful people,

and don't mean that in a dismissive order, 

because true love is unforgiving (unexcused),

it doesn't seek validation, and at the highest power is the sacrificial lamb...

the purest love !

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

8/5/25 6:53 AM

   

 

 

True love joy (Revised) This love letter is dedicated to you,*--* Jehovah my other love :} you don't mind ?

                  Almighty God (YHWH) has a majestic garden that resembles 

                   nothing on earth !

 

Cosmos flowers

 True love joy (Revised) *

 

Guard her like a force-field of protection, build a shield around her encampment

 

guide her foot-steps as of the fine-tuning of the cosmos

 

she is truly love-joy and beyond

 

Where can I go and not find her, what have you done O’ Almighty and Divine...what are your sublime charms up to, why have you kept (me) restless?

 

Eternity keeps watch over such fineness, in love eternity has fallen

 

I will live or die trying, she is your slave girl and with greater eagerness I give chase to energies embracing energies

 

grant (me) access so that those chapters you so sweetly keep and cause your saintly person to shake and vibrate, renew and exchange

 

the purest dynamic power is found at the core, who has gained access and who have you favored, and what are your choicest ?

 

A date I have with eternity in love, and superlativeness as gifts bestowed.

 

* Special guest

 

Published on

10/1/24 3:44 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez

To the highest power * Special guest *--* for keeps

 Jehovah (YHWH) Almighty God of heavens and earth, you are the highest authority, through Jesus-Christ. Let your Divine will usher worth glad tithing and blessings only your tender side of compassion hollows first. Your patience running the gauntlet and time stretching thin, the opposition at the last death strokes. I'm completely confident you have shield (me) well, spare not one part of this contraption of flesh and bones, use (me) in whatever you feel fit...but deprive (me) not.

Expand your creative activities and shame, cause the counterfeiter to go into convulsions (misfits), that your love and undeserved-kindness has no rival. Execute your fine-tuned attributes and fruits of the spirit, like no other period in human-kind history. Net the greatest collection of choicest expressions and make them whole for your grand schemes.

I can see that all to well....

Praise and honor to the Almighty God, to the highest power !

Let your light shine through the truth, may it pierce the hardest substance, make the enemy of the Almighty God (YHWH) Jehovah... uncomfortable with your presence. Cause him to slip in your, steadfastness and greater vision of faith. Become a memorial in the scrolls of life, at the gates leading to eternity. Be one of those who can stand in victory, likeness and fashion of "Welcome Reign" I be there with you or die trying at the final call we can say...mission accomplished.

* YHWH
 

Rafa EL G Gonzalez
02/14/24

9th son/nueve (Revised) Sweet love *--* thanks

YHWH-slave-girl  Please clic here !

Lament-of-9th-son Please Clic here !

 

soy el hijo de nueve el ultimo de una familia humilde, modesta…

 

cuando sali del taller sagrado un ser Divino me recibio con manos abriertas,

 

soy su encanto hasta este dia, y dia por dia estare y que logre su objetivo en su engendro,

 

sere feliz, nada ni nadie podra quebrantar ese gozo,

 

la alegria que siento de servir, y estar a su disposicion,

 

estira esta vasija y moldea...moldea, te sere algo util por que eres confiable y nada de lo que te propones a fallado.

 

Tus poesias Divinas ensayan mi arrededor, todo suspira grandeza, todo elojian tu santidad,

 

nadien como tu ni nada en lo minimo,

 

me eres un placer envocar tu nombre O’ Jehovah, me energizas y inspiras gran emocion,

 

me conmueve las largas noches..descanzo arrebatado, medito en tus magnificas obras,

 

Jehovah eres muy deseable, placentero, me inquietas, me siento a verte conocido largo tiempo atras,

 

en millenias de tiempo incalculables fui tus planes, y energias convocan ese sentimiento tan sagrado, espero tu llamada y encuentro indudable, 

 

soy ignorante a causa de tu poder, eres autoridad suprema,

 

quisiera que sellara mis pensamientos y tambien mi boca, no soy digno de acercarme a un Rey soverano eterno en cual soy su propiedad,

 

como es possible ser hecho a tu semejansa ?

 

A lo largo de las divisiones en una noche estellada espero tu presencia, se me agita el espiritu y tengo tu audiencia,

 

por que me tratas con tanta audaz ?

 

Por que me eres tan fiel ? Acaso me debes algo ? 

 

Dichoso en mi podreza el tener acceso a tus riquezas, en lo escondito de cuatro paredes que tu iluminacion replandesca !

 

 I am the son of nine, the last of a humble, modest family...

 

When I left the sacred workshop, a Divine being welcomed me with open hands,

 

I am his charm to this day, and day by day I will be and may He achieve his goal in this birth,

 

I will be happy, nothing and no one can break that joy, the joy I feel to serve, and will be at his disposal,

 

stretch this vessel and mold it... mold it, I will be useful to you because you are trustworthy and nothing you propose has failed.

 

Your Divine poetic notes rehearse around me, everything sighs greatness, everything praises your holiness,

 

no one like you or anything in the least,

 

It is a pleasure for me to invoke your name O' Jehovah, you energize me and inspire great emotion,

 

I am moved by the long nights... I rest raptly, I meditate on your magnificent works,

 

Jehovah, you are very desirable, pleasant, you uplift me, I feel having known you for a long time,

 

For countless millennia I have been part of your plans, and your energies summon those sacred feeling; I await your call and our inevitable encounter.

 

I am ignorant because of your power, you are the supreme authority,

 

I would like you to seal my thoughts and also my mouth, I am not worthy of approaching an eternal sovereign King in which I am his property,

 

How is it possible to be made in your likeness?

 

Throughout the divisions on a starry night I wait for your presence, my spirit stirs and I have your audience,

 

Why do you treat me so boldly?

 

Why are you so faithful to me?

 

Do you owe me something?

 

Blessed is my modesty to have access to your riches, in the hidden place of four walls that your illumination shines!

 

* Special guest

 

*taken from "access granted "

 

 Rafael G Gonzalez

 

Published on

10/3/24 12:54 AM

 

 A true friend doesn't tickle your ear,

I will tell the truth even if it means 

going through the fire and I await that,

and accept with all gratitude. 

9th son a father's yearn find.

A thousand years will be (y)our lament,

paradise a lost treasure,

and I embracing a dream of hopes she couldn't find or place,

a 1,000 years seeks my notes,

in love Divine we* expressed it with gift's beyond,

an audience awe-inspiring...the 9th son a father's yearn find. 

 

Published on

11/23/25 11:37 AM

 

God (YHWH has healed) 

 

Rafa EL G Gonzalez 

 

Against all odds

 

 

one day you may find the courage to level up

to find  within reach all things written

the few who dared against all odds

who poured the finest of treasures

the finest of gems

who made you search deep in the four corners of that endless chasm

the one you mistaken...the one you took for granted...the one you pierced

the one who became a subject of endless debates

the one whom you planted doubts

the one confidence you striped away

for your learning curves and purest of heart I disown myself

it is something we* had to do 

the unbridled exclamations I had to endured

my character assassinated and misplaced among the crowd...

the unlearned

and yes I may look uplifted and unfazed

there were times I wish to abandon all hope and disconnect

the lifeline of self consuming events

you killed my high hopes and made a mock of things you couldn't embrace

and even the things you do embrace are far fetched 

your posturing (stance) are absent of character, if judged by mere numbers your calculus (mechanical being) lacks clarity in morality, conscience, love, feelings, emotions and these may take residence without a host

so ask (me) where have I been ? I say picking up the pieces to bring you a better picture  for a suitable return...and yes I was the one you loved best

a few years in the wild and it will come undone as for the comforters they shall disown/disconnect themselves and not for admiration 

yes a thorn I have remain like a natural hair follicle embedded of no cause

yet it matters not how many times its pulled/plucked out...it has it's own memory

I hope when you read this and it's not second hand writing

the spirit of Almighty God can stir and grant you the access

for unlocking those gifts well placed within those vaults.

I can't say no more ! 

* Please to the general public do not take any of my experiences personal, one might come across similar experiences and shake few here and there. I express and share freely...I know no other way ! Much Love and blessings to all. 

Published on

5/24/25 7:35 AM

Rafael G Gonzalez

 

 

Un tributo a la paciencia (YHWH special order) *--* Love X10

 

Un tributo a la paciencia

 

Perdoname por no haber cedido a tus impulsos,

 

A tu direcion,

 

A tus momentos designados,

 

 Te vestiste de gala y recevistes el premio major,

 

A tus actos benevulos,

 

Cuando mas necesitado...hay estabas tu,

 

Nunca me dejetes sin salida,

 

Me llenates de gran aguante,

 

Me orientates en gran consuelo,

 

Como un marca paso y reloj de arena, no hacias cuenta del tiempo,

 

Estuviestes siempre a mi alcance,

 

Nunca te molestates con mi ignorancia,

 

Endureces y cedes con razonamiento inolvidable,

 

Tus actos para conmigo son superlativo,

 

Tu presencia a lo largo de mi camino te are compan~ia eternal,

 

Mi impaciencia no fue tu quebranto, sino tu fortaleza…

 

Te as comportado como una enigma Divina, y reabastecido mi mas grandes 

 

deseos...en deudas estare por duracion y existencia,

 

 Atraviesa el corridor del tiempo se conocen bien, son semejantes

La eternidad te abrasa y desea tu asociacion inquebrantable,

 

Mi celo por tu virtud es una lección de corazón aprendida!

 

Mi attencion a tus detalles son inovidables, 

 

Eres luz...estrella...lampara todo en una, 

 

Star light and beyond Clic here *--*

 

 

A tribute to patience

 

Forgive (me) for not having conceded into your impulses,

 

To your direction,

 

To your designated moments, 

 

You dressed to the nines and received the major prize,

 

To your benevolent acts,

 

When I were most in need,

 

Never left (me) without a way out,

 

You fill (me) with great endurance,

 

You guided (me) in great comfort,

 

Like a pacemaker and hourglass,

 

you didn't keep track of time,

 

You were always within my reach,

 

Never bother with my ignorance,

 

You harden and yield with unforgettable reasoning,

 

Your actions towards (me) are superlative,

 

Your presence along my path will be my eternal company,

 

My impatience was not your brokenness, but your strength... You have 

 

acted like a Divine enigma,

 

and replenished my greatest desires...I will be in debt for time and duration of my existence,

 

 You cross the corridor of time, you know each other very well, they are similar

 

 Eternity embraces you and desires your unbreakable association,

 

My zeal for this virtue a heart lesson learned !

 

My attention to your details is unforgettable, 

 

 You are light...star...lamp all in one,

Star light and beyond Clic here

 

 * special guest      : }

10/1/24 3:44 AM

 

Rafael G Gonzalez